It has been 12 days....2 weeks since my last post. No I'm not dead BUT I am exhausted, worn out and am in desperate need of an anti-depressant. My children fight with each other constantly and I try not to take sides but no matter what I say or who gets in trouble its always "you love him more than me", "you always believe her and never me", "you always think its my fault and she never does anything wrong". Arggggg, no wonder I've got so much gray hair. Does it, will it, can it get any better? Will they ever like each other or are they going to kill or mame each other before they find out? I have finally gotten my son back into therapy and when I started him my daughter decided she wanted to go as well. Truthfully I don't see anything wrong with her going. I'm sure she needs someone to talk to, other than me, that can truly help her with problems I can't; like with the "Ass" and he was the main reason she wanted to see a counselor. She has issues with her dad and who wouldn't. He's never around, he never puts them first and he hates spending any kind of money on them. When he comes to visit, his idea of spending time with them is taking them to BW3's and getting wings while watching a ball game. Now I'm not sayin this isn't fun because it is for my son, he is just like his dad, definitely a sports guy. My daughter, however, is not and he never does things with them that she might enjoy as well...and he wonder's why they say they don't want to go with him when he wants to take them for a week or so. I let him know not too long ago that he was over 10 payments behind in child support and his answer was....well he gave me no answer, no response, no nothing. My kids are in 3rd and 4th grade and since kindergarten I can count the times on one hand that I have asked him to help with lunches and tuition for them. He offered to pay for kindergarten for one of them and then I would have to remind him to make the payment, and he would get mad so I would just pay it and go on. They went out of their way to get him and his girlfriend christmas gifts and they got them nothing, NOTHING. I asked him about chipping in for santa stuff but his response was "I'm not letting Santa take credit for giving my kids stuff at Christmas"....what an idiot.
Ay yi yi....I'm losing my mind here ! :)
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